#LAPAN

PROGRESS

Assalammualaikum ang Hi.

  We meet again in this entry and as usual I don't know what to write or what things that I should talk about etc. Okay. I'll just be random and yeah.

  So, its already September and that means, I'll have about 2 months before I leave for my practical. I was excited and nervous and ohh. You can feel me, kan?

  Hey, can I ask you something? How will life would be if kita takda feeling. Tak faham? Maksudnya, apa je yang jadi, we don't even want to care. We don't feel nervous, we don't feel scared and so on. Why? Why do you have to be that way? I mean, tak bosan ke hidup kau?

  We got variety of people in this world. I told you that we have to learn people to understand them. Kalau kita tak faham karakter diaorang, how are we going to tolerate with them? Sampai bila asyik nak kawan atau bergaul atau get involved dengan orang spesen je dengan kita, betul? If we had to fake or pretend, then do it. Lama-lama kita akan faham. What benefits did you get from being heartless? Even sometimes, it hurts you when you get to know slowly about other people character tapi its good rather than being heartless. Thats what we call as learning, right?

*Okay. I don't know either you can understand this. KAHKAH*

  Okay. So recently, aku ada pergi satu event ni dekat Serdang. It was called as Light Sensation. Bunga rose LED dekat dalam garden. Sangat cantik, sangat romantik, sangat cool. Seriously. I was amaze with it. I'm in love. Hahaha. For those who love photography or vlog like me, that place was legitly awesome.

  Cantik kan? I told you it was beautiful tapi kalau nak ambik gambar selfie or jadi tukang ambik gambar orang, you have to use extra lighting. How? Phone ada torchlight kan? So, use that torchlight and set lah the placement of the lighting.

*baru perasan entry atas bahasa inggeris. Hahahaha*

Till then.

#TUJUH

CONFIDENCE

   Assalamualaikum gals! So, we meet again in this entry. So, I'm quite lazy too write a very long mukadimah for these very short entry. Lets just be straight.

   Confidence. Keyakinan diri. In my opinion based on my past experience, confidence is one of a character that you need to have inside you. Kalau takda keyakinan diri, memnag tak berjalan lah hidup kauorang, kan? Memang tak maju lah hidup kauorang and the worst part is, your life will be legitly boring!

Ada dua jenis manusia dalam skop confident ni.

Satu : Yang takda keyakinan diri.

Dua : Yang terlebih keyakinan diri.

  Yang jenis pertama ni. I've been through that situation. ALWAYS. Its is freaking hard and sometimes, you will feel like "let me die". I feel that. Cause I've been through that situation before. My worst ever. Macam mana? One of the factor is, people around you. Bayangkan, bila kau nak try something new, you want to learn something new, kau dah macam "Okay. I can do this. Everyone can do this", pastu tiba tiba ada orang jerit or perli or "Ehh! Salah lah. Dah. Kau tak payah buat" without even trying. Bila kau buat jugak, diaorang akan perhatikan kau macam "aduh! lambatkan kerja lah.". And trust me, kau memang tak suka tengok muka orang macam tu. Kau akan giveup and "okay. I'm done. I'm not good at anything". That is what happening on me.

     To those people who love to make others confident fade away, please stop. You're not the only one who is good at everything. Give them some space and time to fix theirself in. Kau tak mampu nak buat semua tu sorang sorang. Bila dah tak larat, kau marah orang tu as if like orang tu tak pernah ambik inisiatif langsung nak membantu. Stop being such a person. Its hard. Really. Just imagine if you in their shoes. Imagine if thats the only thing that they like and they believe they can do.

      And for those who are about to lose their confident, get up! You're not getting any benefits on it. Biar lah kita gemuk, pendek, tak cantik, gigi berterabur, banyak bulu roma etc, just be yourself. Try to make a change. Try to prove that you can. Be much better than them. Pedulikan apa yang orang nak cakap. Its all about you. Yourself. Trust yourself. Have faith on it.

     Faham? Aku pernah rasa semua tu and I'm not saying that my confident level are good now. No! Aku still belajar percayakan diri sendir. I tried everything! Just, keep trying. Never scared of falling down and never get tired to get up again and again.

Till then.